Unfaithful

It’s probably true
Even though they love you they still have desires elsewhere.
It doesn’t change their love for you
But I know it must hurt you
How can we?
Are we all just heartless,
Or do we just have little restraint
Worst partner ever.
Love you yes
But cheat nonetheless
Brazen, bold, in your face
Maybe just a little remorse
Of course, we enjoy it
The moments we’d probably not take back
Human love can be so fragile
So erratic,
Impatience is our biggest flaw
We want it and we want it now!
Wait on what?
Divine intervention is requisite
Righteousness over man-made morality
Alone we are savage
Reduced to mere primal instincts
Food, Sex, Clothing, Shelter
By whatever means
It’s a little unsettling
Imagine the man who does not know Christ.
Stimulation! Whoever, wherever, whenever, however
Adrenaline.
The killer hormone
It feels awesome!
Absolute euphoria
Manic.
What about the aftermath?
The calm after the storm
There’s beauty in the chaos
After is what is dreadful
The damage well done
No going back
Well, certainly not in a flash.
Just then, we realize
That we need him.
Ride out your storm
Sure. Enjoy the ride
The cycling
Consequences are inevitable
So try not to dwell on them
Live in the moment they say
Haha
A predictable end.
Colourful life they call it
But a tragic death
No one wants to talk about that part
The what if?
In this moment you breathe your last breath
Sure it was fun, the memories will live on
But what next?
If next is real
What next?
Since we agree in the existence of Good and Evil
Where do you fit?
Sure you were ‘good’
But you constantly dabbled
You lived for a taste of the dark side
Just like a strong drink or the warmth of the sun
You revelled in the highs
You dreamt of more while being ‘good’
Stop.
Don’t complicated this life and life after death business
It’s probably real
So just choose.
Make a choice and stick with it.
Get out of the limbo.
No one wants a half heart
You’re either with me or against me
There’s no middle ground
That’s all in your head.
There’s joy and peace in faithfulness.
Chose Christ.

Published by Faith

I am human patiently accepting myself. I am unapologetic about being wild, and untamed. I am always open to new things and I only accept good vibe and positive energies. I love people and life and the world is my playground. I love children, animals and elderly people. I write to express and understand my thoughts, feeling and behaviors. It's self therapy and a visualization tool. I am a selfish loner at times a very sensitive INTJ. I am an aspiring psychological disorders and consumer behavior researcher and practitioner, living with Bipolar 1.

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