Sighs…
I write this with a heavy heart
I am a good person
Even if I say so myself.
However, I am a walking paradox
Like this whole world we live in.
I genuinely love and care about people
But I care 0 for feelings.
Like why do you all have to FEEL everything
Can’t you just for a moment see the bigger picture
Don’t pick apart my words and feel what I didn’t say.
My words are almost never malicious unless we fight.
I am just callously honest.
I try…
I do.
But Lord, I just cannot handle all these relationships and their constant feelings
I have wanted to just walk away several times
But I persevere.
I ignore their hurt and apologize for their feelings but not for what I said
But,
Isn’t it unfair??
That Imani has to say “I am sorry YOU feel this way”
Dafuq?!
Smh…I shall just pray about this.
Solomon and his Proverbs must impart some wisdom here.
