I think I have waited enough
I am 21.
Almost 22.
What Tf am I waiting on?
Not much better than what I ran from at ‘work’
I want more.
I know exactly what I want.
Why am I settling?
A friend huh…
I want to care
I do.
But why should I?
I turn emotions off when they cost me too much energy.
That’s exactly what shall be done.
It’s like a f’kn rut.
It’s like bailing out a prisoner who wants to stay in jail.
Waste of time and energy.
Sorry baby.
I gotta choose me.
Follow my instinct.
This is going nowhere.
Driven and tossed by the wind?
😄 Nooo….
No more still people 😌

Published by Faith

I am human patiently accepting myself. I am unapologetic about being wild, and untamed. I am always open to new things and I only accept good vibe and positive energies. I love people and life and the world is my playground. I love children, animals and elderly people. I write to express and understand my thoughts, feeling and behaviors. It's self therapy and a visualization tool. I am a selfish loner at times a very sensitive INTJ. I am an aspiring psychological disorders and consumer behavior researcher and practitioner, living with Bipolar 1.

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