My Spring Starts in Fall


It’s been a dynamic last few days…high emotions in so many opposing directions. lol

Yesterday I woke up crying because it was raining and I couldn’t go for a run and then bam! I start thinking about everything else that I am sad about and the tears just came. I legit cried for about 3 hours but I wasn’t like bawling just free flowing tears you know.

Then this morning I woke up talking to my new found gentleman companion and he shared a video of a classical orchestra directed my André Rieu and bam! I fell head over heels in love and I have spent like the last 3 hours reading about him and watching more and more videos and interviews and I am just professing my love publicly now 😍😍

Forever 5 remember…I fall in love quickly and hard

I cry when I’m hurt but I forgive you in a heartbeat

I won’t forget though, assimilation remember that term?

Point is, at one point I thought I needed to run to the pharmacy but then I remembered that this is just my crazy personality to cry one minute and laugh like I am high the next. To get up and sing on top of my lungs and dance like a ballerina πŸ˜„ (well in my head. hehe)

New addition to the bucket list:

  1. To see Andre Rieu’s orchestra live

2. To learn to waltz


Check him out πŸ‘‡πŸ½πŸ‘‡πŸ½πŸ‘‡πŸ½

Published by Faith

I am human patiently accepting myself. I am unapologetic about being wild, and untamed. I am always open to new things and I only accept good vibe and positive energies. I love people and life and the world is my playground. I love children, animals and elderly people. I write to express and understand my thoughts, feeling and behaviors. It's self therapy and a visualization tool. I am a selfish loner at times a very sensitive INTJ. I am an aspiring psychological disorders and consumer behavior researcher and practitioner, living with Bipolar 1.

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