Stupid

Maybe I am
Ha
I know I’m not
But that’s what selflessness does
You know
Makes you look stupid
Jesus did it
Gandhi
Martin Luther
All those brothers and sisters in history
They accepted looking stupid
I should just do that too right?
I almost wish I was unconscious
Unaware you know
Ignorant
There is no reward for intelligence
Well the rewards are kinda super long term
Fuck!
It’s easier to write that than to say what I really want to
I never bought into this Feminism shit
But I see now what they fight for
Like, what if I had not known ‘God’
psssh
I want to KILL
To just feel that pleasure of watching the life drain from someone who wronged me
Yes, I do get to feel like I should determine who dies
Putin…
…I’ll send them to God for forgiveness
It’s hard
Yet not impossible
I honestly would prefer that it was not hard so often
You know
Why women
Or why me?
Fuck this shit
Apparently God thinks I am him…

Published by Faith

I am human patiently accepting myself. I am unapologetic about being wild, and untamed. I am always open to new things and I only accept good vibe and positive energies. I love people and life and the world is my playground. I love children, animals and elderly people. I write to express and understand my thoughts, feeling and behaviors. It's self therapy and a visualization tool. I am a selfish loner at times a very sensitive INTJ. I am an aspiring psychological disorders and consumer behavior researcher and practitioner, living with Bipolar 1.

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