I Want More

I’m sorry
Or maybe I’m not
Some say I’m spoiled
Perhaps I am
A friend said
Naw, you’re just stubborn
You know what you deserve and you’ll accept nothing less
True.
As much as I want to save the world
I must first save myself.
So pardon my selfish ways
But I am not just trying to survive you see
I am building
Working on thriving…
Not interested in getting stuck
Waiting…
Worst part is
I can’t tell for how long
I know I’m a control freak
After all, I’m the only thing I got control over
So I gotta ensure I do what’s right by me.
Never accept a shirt from a naked man I’m told
Nonsense really.
So…
we get the gist.
I won’t cry this time.
I saw it in your eyes.
I stood up in love.
Haha!
Went in with my eyes wide open
Naw, it’s not goodbye, it’s just
More like yoga…
A breather
Meditation
Self Awareness
Acceptance
Then let it go.
I’ve been told opportunity comes but once.
So let’s see.

Published by Faith

I am human patiently accepting myself. I am unapologetic about being wild, and untamed. I am always open to new things and I only accept good vibe and positive energies. I love people and life and the world is my playground. I love children, animals and elderly people. I write to express and understand my thoughts, feeling and behaviors. It's self therapy and a visualization tool. I am a selfish loner at times a very sensitive INTJ. I am an aspiring psychological disorders and consumer behavior researcher and practitioner, living with Bipolar 1.

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