Monthly Archives: September 2017

Getting lost that is I think I live for those moments of uncertainty. It seems I have a strong appetite for fucking up. Lol! Real medz So here goes my commentary: I met this cool guy online, we’ve been ‘great’ friends for a few months now. As in we text often, an occasional voice callContinue reading “Perhaps I Just Like It”

blissfully unaware El tema: “persigue lo que te persigue” Querido mi corazón, Escribo porque te amo. Stop. Stop chasing doors that were closed because you were reminded how good they made you feel. Like Adele said…it’s virtually chasing pavements, Pointless. There is no destination. None. It’s a feeling that excites your body and assaults yourContinue reading “Una Carta a DM”

I’m a brat. He spoiled me rotten And then bam! I left because I was angry I was disappointed with God. I left because I always got what I wanted And then, at 18 years old, he changed the rules. He told me NO ???????? How dare you punish me for going against  the ‘rules’?Continue reading “I Left Because…”

And I like it. Sometimes we lose ourselves So that we can find a better version of us Like Meils would say, she aims just to be her best self Because you know what You are good enough We are all good enough So lest you forget I remind you You have everything you needContinue reading “I Got Lost”

Umm, no I’m not gay. Well…I like girls though, so I think that makes me a bi-sexual but that’s not what I’m here to talk about.   You see, if you’ve been following my blog since I started you may have noticed some kind of trend. Well, I think I have a mood disorder. BasedContinue reading “I’m Coming Out…”

I must first conclude  I let it go.  For the first time in my life  I’ve learnt to let go 😄😄 “If it won’t matter in 5 years  Don’t waste 5 minutes getting upset about it.” Lol.  Well, it’s been pouring rain for about 90 minutes I walked and ran in the rain.  I gotContinue reading “A Lesson in Patience”

Well  It’s not exactly a good thing  Sometimes I hate the word humility  Why? Because it’s similar to being reserved about your competence and achievements Essentially, I’m being told I need to stop acting as if I know as much as I think I do Sighs.  And now that I’ve said it out loud IContinue reading “Too much Sauce!”

To Sex Power Drugs Alcohol Adrenaline Serotonin Dopamine Oxytocin Yes, I am a sensation seeker, I absolutely love feeling good!  Like an itch in the upper middle of my back I often cannot scratch I NEED to get it done! External relief! Absolute catharticism  I mean Left alone I’ll be driven mad My thoughts aloneContinue reading “Addicted”