It’s not exactly a good thing
Sometimes I hate the word humility
Because it’s similar to being reserved about your competence and achievements
Essentially, I’m being told I need to stop acting as if I know as much as I think I do
And now that I’ve said it out loud
No one likes a smart mouth
You should prove your competence through tangibles
Act like a monkey but deliver like an eagle
There is a reason why sensitive people are reserved and talk less
But as you know…
I’m a slow learner
I learn through many many failures
And I’m failing again because of my ‘ego’ 😄😄
I need a mediator
Someone who helps me to understand people
And help people to understand me.
I need to learn to write more and talk less during my highs
I need to learn how to mediate in my thoughts
I need to learn that I don’t always have to share my opinion
I need to learn that even when asked to share, my opinions will not always be accepted.
Finally I need to learn how to dissociate, be a figurine when necessary and watch people fuck up and not tell them.