Do you know why?
Why I’ve been so lost
So manic
So mf loco
Jittering like a caged Rabbit
Perpetually anxious
Stressed af
0.00009% close to losing it
Though I’ve only really lost once
I used to give up though
Just give in to my anxiety
Let it overwhelm me
And take me to bliss
A calm I only find in my mind
I like it there
It’s safe
And most important
It’s free
I’m free
And that’s all I need
My solitude is my religion…
😔
I’m ok with being wrongly judged
I no longer wish to be understood
I accept my queerness
Divergence is my faction
Indeed I’m Erudite
But I don’t belong there
Think about the nutty professor
Alone in his laboratory
In his peace place down under
Or out far
Well, that’s me.
Dris.
God knows I need it.
I need to feel as though I’m breathing again.
Breathe Imani
Breathe
If only it were so basic
Inhalation
Exhalation…
Meaningless to my terrified heart
And laboring lung.
*exhale*
Ash saved me once.
Thus far,
Only he understands.
And that’s why the eagle is my kindred.
Powerful but vulnerable.
