‘Maniac’ est. 1994

 

maniac

I was born this way.

I obsess.

Both John Nash

And Monk

Insanely productive

Should I choose to.

I fixate on different things at different times

Lifetime nymphomaniac,

A dinomaniac

Dipsomaniac

Etc. Etc.

High functioning Psychopath

Autophobic.

And sometimes God.

Kill without remorse

A Sadist.

Utter joy in inflicting pain

It feels good.

I like feeling good.

Pervasive cognitive dissonance.

My true self in all it’s glory

Is a human to be feared.

Someday, I will start using metaphors

But for now,

I do not care to hide behind a literary device.

I love being brash.

Throw it in your face.

Drink it in.

Read my unsaid words lost between the lines.

Sadly,

Even though my discourse is so simple

Many,

Many,

Will still not understand.

 

 

 

Published by Faith

I am human patiently accepting myself. I am unapologetic about being wild, and untamed. I am always open to new things and I only accept good vibe and positive energies. I love people and life and the world is my playground. I love children, animals and elderly people. I write to express and understand my thoughts, feeling and behaviors. It's self therapy and a visualization tool. I am a selfish loner at times a very sensitive INTJ. I am an aspiring psychological disorders and consumer behavior researcher and practitioner, living with Bipolar 1.

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