I don’t want to understand anymore.
I was raised by wolves.
Alone in a crowd.
I see the good in everything.
The best in everyone.
I am constantly rewarded evil for good.
I am just weary you know…
Physically, mentally & emotionally
Just every fucking ally
Am I superwoman?
Saves the day all the time huh?
I’m done. This is is.
The very last lap.
I just don’t fit in.
I won’t conform.
Never will I subscribe to the norm.
Accept it right?
After all, I’m just a little black girl with dreams too big.
A heart too deep.
If only I actually believed that.
Sometimes I hate that HE’s always right.
God plays just a little too much.
It’s the verge of evening…
And true to being like a 5 year old
I am now Undone.
To this beautiful land and it’s gorgeous flora and fauna
God is so cynical.