I am.
And I know this.
If you don’t see it.
So be it.
No, I am not out to prove anyone wrong.
I am just here to prove me right.
I will do this.
For me.
For my siblings.
My mom.
My dad.
My grandparents.
My cousins.
My friends.
And all the strangers that have become family.
I will do this to prove to all those little girls with big dreams
To every kid who was born in a family living well below the poverty line
To every person who was told they are not good enough
Whose dreams were shattered by a mean adult who gave up on their dreams
I will do this for every person who is hungry for success and an opportunity.
Yeah.
I know why this has been so hard.
Why it has seemed as though every step I make towards my goals there is some mean person on the sidelines telling to just give up and get out the game.
I’ve never given up before
So why do you think I will now???
Fuck you and your lack of vision
Fuck you and your ill will
Fuck you an your ego
Fuck you and your half love
Fuck you and your dick brain
You shallow motherfucker
Fuck every living thing that ever deliberately tried to tell someone they can’t.
Please, just go and fuck yourselves.
Dedicated to everyone who ever said,
I can’t, you can’t, or you won’t.
“Be nice to mean people because they need it the most”
“Learn to accept an apology that was never given.”
Daddy, I forgive you for not getting professional help and settling for a mediocre life
Mommy, I forgive you for being afraid, for every time you hit me out of frustration. For every time you told me to settle.
Auntie, I forgive you for letting your ego get the best of you. For being stubborn, short sighted and ignorant.
All dem niggas I fucked with, I forgive you for being less than the man I need.
To that one ignorant friend, I forgive you for your fear of dreaming too big, for expecting less from yourself and for believing what all those ignorant people fed you your whole life.
I forgive all a y’all.
I needed to get light in order get lifted.
Apology accepted.
Thank you 😊😌