Get Light


I am a good Investment. 

I am. 

And I know this. 

If you don’t see it. 

So be it. 

No, I am not out to prove anyone wrong. 

I am just here to prove me right. 

I will do this. 

For me. 

For my siblings.

My mom.

My dad. 

My grandparents.

My cousins. 

My friends. 

And all the strangers that have become family. 

I will do this to prove to all those little girls with big dreams

To every kid who was born in a family living well below the poverty line 

To every person who was told they are not good enough

Whose dreams were shattered by a mean adult who gave up on their dreams 

I will do this for every person who is hungry for success and an opportunity. 

Yeah. 

I know why this has been so hard. 

Why it has seemed as though every step I make towards my goals there is some mean person on the sidelines telling to just give up and get out the game. 

I’ve never given up before 

So why do you think I will now???

Fuck you and your lack of vision 

Fuck you and your ill will

Fuck you an your ego

Fuck you and your half love

Fuck you and your dick brain

You shallow motherfucker

Fuck every living thing that ever deliberately tried to tell someone they can’t. 

Please, just go and fuck yourselves.
Dedicated to everyone who ever said, 

I can’t, you can’t, or you won’t.

“Be nice to mean people because they need it the most”
“Learn to accept an apology that was never given.”

Daddy, I forgive you for not getting professional help and settling for a mediocre life

Mommy, I forgive you for being afraid, for every time you hit me out of frustration. For every time you told me to settle. 

Auntie, I forgive you for letting your ego get the best of you. For being stubborn, short sighted and ignorant. 

All dem niggas I fucked with, I forgive you for being less than the man I need. 

To that one ignorant friend, I forgive you for your fear of dreaming too big, for expecting less from yourself and for believing what all those ignorant people fed you your whole life. 

I forgive all a y’all. 
I needed to get light in order get lifted. 
Apology accepted. 

Thank you 😊😌

Published by Faith

I am human patiently accepting myself. I am unapologetic about being wild, and untamed. I am always open to new things and I only accept good vibe and positive energies. I love people and life and the world is my playground. I love children, animals and elderly people. I write to express and understand my thoughts, feeling and behaviors. It's self therapy and a visualization tool. I am a selfish loner at times a very sensitive INTJ. I am an aspiring psychological disorders and consumer behavior researcher and practitioner, living with Bipolar 1.

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