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Unrequited Love

I can’t make you love me

If you don’t…

No shit.

I waited

Probably still waiting…

For you

For you to love me

I mean, you say it

But I don’t feel it

I’ve never hear it

I hardly see it.

Ummm.

Tank is a underrated vocalist.

Quiet distraction from my heartbreak

It hurts.

It burns.

It literally breaks

Much like an aneurism.

Yet Still I Rise

My love doesn’t wane

But it knows how to from a distance

My mom taught me that.

You can love and still let go

Set it free

And if it’s yours they say

It will find it’s way back to you.

 

What is love?

It’s when my baby brother says,

“Kay, yuh alright?”

It’s when mommy says,

“Wah apen?”

It’s when daddy says,

“How are you mi big baby?”

It’s when my uncle says,

“It’s not much, but I’ll send you a little something to help out”

Without me ever saying, uncle I am broke. 😄

Because I never beg.

If I borrow, I’m desperate.

Love is when Iyesha says,

“Shishi”

And only we know what it means.

It’s when Kimone says,

“Sissypooh?!”

It’s when Kimani say,

“Wah gwan mi sista, yuh gud?”

It’s when Sepri says,

“Blood.”

When Denva says,

“Cuz, yuh gud?

When grandma Annie say,

“Mi nice, nice, pretty granddawta! How are you?”

When Indi says,

“Dutty gyal yuh wash yuh pussy from mawnin?”

Hahaha!!! That greeting gets me off my rockers every time!

Love my granny Teeny.

She’s fucking crazy.

And I love it!

P.S. Which is why I don’t get why the family questions my ‘sanity’

When half dem mf done crazy too 😄😄😄

Point is.

Men always break my heart and I theirs.

I always break my family’s hearts when I do my own shit and disregard their opinions and fears

But those who truly love me,

Family I mean,

Have never given up on meh

No matter what happens between us.

We get upset with each other

We curse it out

But we never speak badly about the other

Should we, we apologize.

And we always

Always

Pick up the pieces and move on.

Because you know what,

That’s what family is about.

That’s what love is.

It’s not perfect,

but it’s Pure.

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Published by Faith

I am human patiently accepting myself. I am unapologetic about being wild, and untamed. I am always open to new things and I only accept good vibe and positive energies. I love people and life and the world is my playground. I love children, animals and elderly people. I write to express and understand my thoughts, feeling and behaviors. It's self therapy and a visualization tool. I am a selfish loner at times a very sensitive INTJ. I am an aspiring psychological disorders and consumer behavior researcher and practitioner, living with Bipolar 1.

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