Dear God

Thank you. 

Thank you for the loneliness,

The forced celibacy. 

Thank you for the cockiness,

and the hypocrisy. 

Thank you for the missed calls,

The long nights,

And the cold walls. 

Dear God, 

You are the best mentor.

I get the meaning of devotion now.

I mean how could I commit,

If I didn’t know how. 

Motivation is like our need for a bath,

Must be done daily to soothe our inner wrath.

Perhaps I should speak for myself,

My anger has kept me from being my best self. 

I even get angry with God. 

Now tell me, isn’t that kinda Sad, Bad.

Who am I to accost The Man?

I’m callous,

Pugnacious.

Immediate emotional reactions,

Personifying a kook. 

Encumbered past yes

Per contra, Faith was fortitudinous.  

Philosophizing Biblical anecdotes,

I epitomized David and defied many Goliaths.

I bore the brunt like Joseph,

For covetousness had no regard for beneficence. 

Akin to Daniel, and the three Hebrew boys I predicated and continue to asservate for God,

Why, he affirms me.

Daily. 

Laconically, 

Je t’aime Dieu. 

Published by Faith

I am human patiently accepting myself. I am unapologetic about being wild, and untamed. I am always open to new things and I only accept good vibe and positive energies. I love people and life and the world is my playground. I love children, animals and elderly people. I write to express and understand my thoughts, feeling and behaviors. It's self therapy and a visualization tool. I am a selfish loner at times a very sensitive INTJ. I am an aspiring psychological disorders and consumer behavior researcher and practitioner, living with Bipolar 1.

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