Designed to Self Harm


What if that is the loop hole?

I mean, what if God wanted replicas of himself so he didn’t have to be alone,

But the flaw in the code is that that we self harm?

Perhaps he does it to.

I mean creating us and all

All the hurt we cause

All the hurt we cause ourselves

Think about it, we all self harm one way or another

I may not cut my arms or punch the wall

But I torture myself

I sit alone and reminisce on pain past

On the worst parts of my life.

Occasionally, it all feels too good

Too good to be true

And I find an escape route


Well, my theory is that, we hurt ourselves so that others don’t

And when they do, it doesn’t hurt too much

It’s bearable

Because we have done far worse to ourselves before.


I like bad boys,

Kinky old fuckers

and fucked up people


I guess that’s why I study what I do

Some call it empathy

Perhaps it’s more compassion

Because I accept that I too am bad, kinky and fucked up.

Pain is my muse.

I’m driven my adversity.

Easy is boring.

I like a challenge

And don’t we all??

I think that’s why God did this whole Grand design

Delusional Mary and a solid Joseph.

Virgin pregnancy?

The ark?

Could it be that these stories are just that.

Could it be that the son of God was experiencing delusions of grandeur?

As a fellow member of the crazy society

I have been a reincarnation of Β an Egyptian goddess

I have been super human

The future of the human race

The daughter of Adolf

The niece of Kim

Friend of Donald


Mek mi stop yaw.

I hope you got my point.



Published by Faith

I am human patiently accepting myself. I am unapologetic about being wild, and untamed. I am always open to new things and I only accept good vibe and positive energies. I love people and life and the world is my playground. I love children, animals and elderly people. I write to express and understand my thoughts, feeling and behaviors. It's self therapy and a visualization tool. I am a selfish loner at times a very sensitive INTJ. I am an aspiring psychological disorders and consumer behavior researcher and practitioner, living with Bipolar 1.

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