It’s Here…

Take it all in.

Breathe…

Do you feel that?

It feels so real

So magical

So blissful

Ummm…

So many ellipses for I just can’t capture it all

The darkness

It’s here.

I’ve spent days trying to understand it.

For what I understand, I do not fear

I embrace

I sit peacefully on my porch

There is no more sunset

Just a sad, mournful wind

It sits heavy and it’s wet and cold

And it’s whispering my name

Cry girl…

Cry.

I love it.

This.

Being able to feel.

To feel everything.

It’s a lot, but I can’t imagine existing without it.

Without feeling the earth breathe

Come. I beckon

For once, I refuse to recoil

Ustrasana

I will ground myself

Like the trees in winter

I will hold my ground

Undergo my shedding

And, I will live.

I will remember my roots.

I will bear the brunt of the harshest you bring

And I, I shall live.

For I’m a moon child.