14 days to 24

I’m coming close to another circling of the sun. As a moon child I draw my strength from the elements. I need to be with the trees, the earth, water bodies, and even fire. They speak to my soul, cooing and caahing and soothing me. The elements embrace me in a tight secure hug that like magic renews my spirit and energizes my soul.

I have cold feet and so I usually wear socks and or slippers even inside. All year round. Well, I have come to realize that doing so lowers my energy. My body connecting with the cold hard floor or earth grounds my spirit to my now. It anchors my wandering mind to this reality.

As someone who experiences multiple realities. I am constantly ebbing and flowing in and out of this consciousness. I quite comfortably live in multiple dimensions and experience all fully. My spirit self, my soul self, my physical self are all nurtured and allowed to live their own realities; daily. Cognitive dissonance is a thing of the past for me. I wholeheartedly believe that life is both black and white and colorful. That something so wrong can be so right. That one can be a saint and a sinner. That good and evil can coexist peacefully.

Well, these are just my opinions and as Socrates said “All I know is that I know nothing” I am comfortable in my nothingness. I am highly intelligent and blissfully naive. All at the same time.

Look at the ocean, it regresses and then it rises up and progresses powerfully. Sometimes it’s calm and still and sometimes it’s raging ferociously. Look at the sun, it comes up soft and smiling, then it burns, it torments even and all too quickly it mellows out so beautifully and bids us farewell to make room for the moon and the stars to shine. Who am I to think that I will always be bright and burning? Ahhh…even the trees live in seasons. “To everything there is a season and a time to every purpose under the heavens.” Ephesians 3:1

What season are you in?

As for me, it’s a season of change. Of reshuffling, restructuring and re-strategizing. It’s a season of introspection and self confrontation. It’s my season of becoming.

Tell me about your current season. Inspire me with your self; raw, rugged and unabashed. I love stories. It reminds that it is not just I who lives!

Published by Faith

I am human patiently accepting myself. I am unapologetic about being wild, and untamed. I am always open to new things and I only accept good vibe and positive energies. I love people and life and the world is my playground. I love children, animals and elderly people. I write to express and understand my thoughts, feeling and behaviors. It's self therapy and a visualization tool. I am a selfish loner at times a very sensitive INTJ. I am an aspiring psychological disorders and consumer behavior researcher and practitioner, living with Bipolar 1.

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