I fear my emotions
Expressing them I mean
I’m afraid to laugh too much
To cry
To feel anxiety
To feel sad
To feel stressed
I’m afraid to feel too much
For I’m known to lean in to such
Half hearted? Oh no
I always lean in for more.
What if I can’t stop laughing?
Or I can’t stop crying?
What if anxiety and sadness overcome me once again
Would this really be my happy time then?
So no, like Kanye’s smile
I let it rip
But I always catch myself from a potential slip.
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I am human patiently accepting myself. I am unapologetic about being wild, and untamed. I am always open to new things and I only accept good vibe and positive energies. I love people and life and the world is my playground. I love children, animals and elderly people. I write to express and understand my thoughts, feeling and behaviors. It's self therapy and a visualization tool. I am a selfish loner at times a very sensitive INTJ.
I am an aspiring psychological disorders and consumer behavior researcher and practitioner, living with Bipolar 1.
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