How do I Stop Waiting?

Honestly, please tell me.

I don’t like existing like this.

I don’t like that I wait to hear from you,

I don’t like that I watch my phone waiting on you to call or text.

I don’t like that I exhale as though I was holding my breath when I finally hear your voice

I don’t like that my chest gets tight with anxiety; trepidation almost that I am never going to hear from you…

What the fuck is this? I don’t like it

Whew. Breathe Imani.

breathe. Please.

I just cant ….

Published by Faith

I am human patiently accepting myself. I am unapologetic about being wild, and untamed. I am always open to new things and I only accept good vibe and positive energies. I love people and life and the world is my playground. I love children, animals and elderly people. I write to express and understand my thoughts, feeling and behaviors. It's self therapy and a visualization tool. I am a selfish loner at times a very sensitive INTJ. I am an aspiring psychological disorders and consumer behavior researcher and practitioner, living with Bipolar 1.

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