Honestly, please tell me.
I don’t like existing like this.
I don’t like that I wait to hear from you,
I don’t like that I watch my phone waiting on you to call or text.
I don’t like that I exhale as though I was holding my breath when I finally hear your voice
I don’t like that my chest gets tight with anxiety; trepidation almost that I am never going to hear from you…
What the fuck is this? I don’t like it
Whew. Breathe Imani.
I just cant ….