Have you cried so hard you couldn’t breathe?
Have you every cried so hard it feels like you’re about to have muscle spasms in your chest?
Have you every cried so much you feel broken, dried up and small?
Have you ever cried “quietly”? hot liquid blurring your vision, burning your cheeks, snotty snot streaming it’s way to your hand covered mouth,
Begging God and the universe to bend time and space just for you
For you to take refuge into your personal back hole
Have you ever needed to cry when someone else is around and you tilt your head back, blinking furiously and taking deep breaths?
I pray today isn’t one of those days.
That’s my prayer for you.