As I do all my exes
And as I do all the amazing people in my life.
I still love my husband as a human I got to close to and want the absolute best for,
I still love my husband as a person I empathize with and can show compassion towards,
I still love my husband but not enough…
Not enough to endure the emotional and verbal abuse,
Not enough to be his entire world,
Not enough to live in a place that doesn’t feel like home,
Not enough to sacrifice my peace and relative sanity,
I still love my husband; just not unconditionally.