I hid for the last time last week
I cried for the last time in the shower
Well, lemme not be hasty haha
We all know life has a way of circling back on us
I meant to say; I won’t hide from my loved ones anymore
I’ll cry and let them sit with me.
I wasn’t comforted much as a child crying
It was a shameful act
It was coward, selfish, and totally unacceptable
Now, in this my 26th year
I’ve completely let go those notions and I now
I won’t hide and cry anymore.
I’ll weep when I’m the character in the movie I’m watching got their happy ending
I’ll bawl for the man in the book who died putting everyone else first
Son son why? You should’ve let the bastard burn
I never got over that ending “My Father Sun Sun Johnson”
Tragic. He should’ve let than man burn.
I want to feel out in the open and I want others to know they too can feel out in the open with me
Or alone sitting by me but not with me
You know what I mean?
Close enough to not be entirely alone
But not close enough to smother me
I want to feel my big feelings right out in the open and I want you to be ok with that.
Yes; you; the reader.