That’s my current goal. To live long enough to die a natural death. It’s funny how growing up no one mentioned that one of the hardest parts of living is choosing to stay alive everyday. Choosing to stay here and breathe another breath, fight another fight. It‘s sad that suicidality is such a taboo subjectContinue reading “To Die A Natural Death”
Tag Archives: depression
Human Hibernation
I used to think that depression meant I didn’t get anything done, anything worthwhile that is. But that’s not true, for one, I stay alive (biggest accomplishment 😌) and according to my track record – aka my journal I stay the course of whatever it is I am working on I just slow down considerably,Continue reading “Human Hibernation”
The Hole
I hate it hereHere is the holeHuck’s holeDo you know Huck?Olivia Pope?The white hat?….I know, distractingAnyho, I’m not doing well but I’m still trying.I like to focus on the latter #blessed #grateful
Mental Health Check in
I don’t even know how I’m doing it at this point. But best believe I am. Having a routine is very important for staying productive and excelling living with a mental illness. Today, I am happy and grateful to live in this country 🇨🇦 as it has opened the doors to opportunities for me toContinue reading “Mental Health Check in”
Liar
Wear It Like the Moon
I wear my darkness like the moon I wear my darkness as though it serenades me I wear my darkness like the most expensive headdress I wear my darkness not like an armour but like the moon does Like it serves me and not the other way around
Wear It Like the Moon
I wear my darkness like the moon I wear my darkness as though it serenades me I wear my darkness like the most expensive headdress I wear my darkness not like an armour but like the moon does Like it serves me and not the other way around
Dissociating
I’m so good at running on autopilot; Living with my VR googles on…Sometimes my eyes gloss over and it looks like I’m seeing but I really am not. Dissociating a lot lately 😟 I remember hanging out with a friend I’d met on my first stint in Canada 2015. I was manic that entire yearContinue reading “Dissociating”
Suicide on Paper
Written 3 weeks ago. This was sitting in my drafts because I didn’t finish but hey, i’ll share and continue when I am inspired to. That’s what art is, you cant just create because you can create, you must be inspired to create. All my work was done through inspiration. This is why when IContinue reading “Suicide on Paper”
